lost

well, in one fell swoop, i've managed to lose almost all of my personal information--everything from pictures of my daughter's ENTIRE LIFE to YOUR phone number. on thursday of last week, i felt like i had lost a dear friend. by sunday, i had no friends left and now, i'm simply lost.

you see, on thursday, i happened to have my coffee on the counter. nolan and i had just finished "elfing ourselves" when he accidentally tipped that mug of cinnamon coffee goodness. while i lunged for my cpu, it seems i did nothing to save my poor mac mini. it gave me 3 really loud beeps that could be translated into, "bad mother-bad mother-bad mother." i didn't MEAN to leave the coffee so close...
all of my babies pictures, Christmas gifts just waiting to be made, dvds dying to be birthed...i NEED my iphoto and idvd people. it's December 10th for crying out loud!!!!! with directions from the computer savviest people i know, i left my mac mini to dry out and prayed. honestly-is that wrong?
when we plugged that baby in today, nothing but the same 3 bad mother beeps. y'all, with what happened on sunday, i should have waited to try the computer. i just couldn't take the bad mother beeps today.

i spent sunday cheering on the houston texans in reliant stadium. my first texans game--and we won. it was nothing short of wonderful. until we were almost to the car and i realized that my beautiful new motorola razr was missing. i only tell you it was a razr b/c i've never had a nicer phone. in fact, i have had the simplest, cheapest phones by CHOICE. i'm not a huge phone gadget kind of girl. i prefer things like iphoto and idvd. and so, ever since i got one, i pretended that my razr was just too much phone for me. but the fact is, i secretly loved it. i kind of felt like i had arrived in the phone world. so what that my husband has an iphone that can do amazing things that i don't even know about. i had a RAZR!
either way, i left it. somewhere. i had it the entire game. something went awry when i stood to leave and thought it made it in to my bag. i made a really honorable effort to retrieve...fought my way into the stadium after the gates were closed (ever tried that?), ran several ramps as fast as i could (actually not too many--we had amazing seats...thank you LIsa), fought the workers to allow me to get back to my seat, and talked with the lost and found people for a while.
but it's gone. all the numbers, all the alarms i had set, the CUTEST pictures of my children. there's this one where lori is wearing her winter hat...a fluffy dog with a bow...

and so, in a weekend, i am lost. how sad ( i can't think of a better adjective) that my life is so attached to my technological things. but it is, and i admit it.

if you are reading this...would you email me your phone number? but don't expect a reply any time soon with my computer dead and all.
i love you-and hopefully i will talk with you soon.
maybe i'll go spend my time doing some things that really are representative of what Christmas is about--maybe all of this is to keep me focused right now. i don't know...just thoughts.
y'all take care!