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Monday, February 18, 2008

a different season

alright, there is so much we need to catch up on. hair dos, birthdays, baseball...
(technically, there is so much on which we need to catch up--ms. former english teacher--but either way, let's start here)

y'all know what baseball means to me.

actually, maybe you don't. maybe you haven't a clue as to why i'm so enthralled by the greatest sport on the planet. or why i named my son after the greatest baseball player in world history. okay, then...backing up just a tiny bit further...

you know those great moments you have stored in your head of you as a kid? (how about that for some educated grammar!) wherever you picture yourself, the sun is shining, the grass is really, really green, and you are completely free from all of the concerns you have right now, sitting at your computer and reading this. well, i happen to be in my front yard. my dad is pitching to my brother and my mom is throwing with me. don't know if my sister is born yet, but let's say she is in order to complete the romantic picture i'm painting. we'll say she's crawling after the balls we're hitting. safely, of course. no balls ever actually hit her because that wouldn't make this picture romantic at all. just bloody, and that's a mess we get to opt out of when we're picturing the good ole' days in our heads.
we are practicing all day because all of us are in some type of baseball/softball league. by the way, i'd like to add that i'm sure my brother and i were just instrumental in upping our parents' ability level for their games...
now, transfer the same people to the inside of the astrodome. we were regular attendees to astros games, big orange #1 hands on one arm and hot dog with lots of ketchup tucked under the other. and finally, of course, if we weren't at home, or at the big ballpark, we were actually on the (a.y.a.--holla, alief!)fields watching each other. did i mention i was on the swingin' foxes? and were we!? mary lou retton hairdo and glasses...fox doesn't even half describe it.
baseball was a huge part of my childhood. on many different levels it represented innocence--mine and the game's. (i KNOW, i KNOW, the game is NOT innocent. but i thought it was and i'd like to pretend it was for the sake of the reminiscing i've just done, thank you very much.)

AND SO, with the onset of baseball season, i needn't mention the sudden acceleration of my pulse, the fact that i got my hair chopped off, but not too short so that i can't wear a ball cap, and the research we've done on adding the mlb package to our current t.v. options.

but baseball is going to look a little different this season. with all of this excitement, there will be a twinge of sadness, there will be prayers, and there will be rooting for (GASP!!) a team besides the astros. hang on, y'all. i know it's crazy talk but let me explain.

you see, when we moved here, we knew we were going to love being near our families and being in south Texas again. what we didn't know is that our creative God would allow us to make friends with some amazing, YOUNG, couples. we didn't expect that we would get particularly close, very quickly, to one of those couples. we didn't know they would have two children almost the same age as both of ours and that our kids would fall in love with each other. and mercy, y'all, we did not factor in that they would end up leaving us for nine months. because he's a major league pitcher. uh-huh.

so, twinge of sadness? our newest friends are across the country in pre-season.
prayers? he was injured last season and is coming off shoulder surgery.
a team besides houston? join me in cheering for the washington nationals!

the good news is, if we have learned one thing from all of our travels, you CAN maintain friendships with people you love even if you don't live right by them. michael and i consider the friendships we've made among our biggest blessings; our hearts ache for people we miss all over this country and you can now include florida in that list as well.

with all of that in mind, we bid farewell to the wagners (check out their link on our friends list to the right)! we will miss you while you're gone and will be waiting for when you get back. we'll be praying for a quick rehab, for those sweet babies to adjust well, for momma to enjoy the big city :), and will expect that you represent, mr. international harvester. set 'em up, three-five, and easy on the 'stros.

do you think nolan will miss bailee? oh yea...

i'll miss you mr. ryan

we love to play outside...this time next year, lori darlin' will cram in too!

a stud mama and her daughter!

thank you for helping me with baseball, mr. ryan!

Monday, February 4, 2008

can't stop now!

okay, so while i'm at it...
here are a few more.
this made me laugh so much. look closely at his feet. we had put nolan in some really mismatched pajamas the night before. in the morning, he comes out from his room, already dressed crazy, wearing his favorite black loafers. so silly, that boy.


now this crazy girl...
you'd think she was saying, "just get me out of here," to the cows outside. and to confirm things, when the door wouldn't open and no one would save her here, she got mad and crawled away to the front door. "how can i get out!!" can you hear her? she's pretty silly, too!




hey. how are you? kind of feel like we need to get reacquainted with my absence and all. i've thought about the blogging process a lot. too much, actually. the more i think to write, the more i realize i have no time to get it done. time passes by and before i know it, it's been two months and i really can't catch up! so i'm just going to start--whether these posts are a big deal or not. it's about the habit right?
(by the way, that is my "have not exercised but need to" train of thought, slightly adapted to fit my "haven't blogged in forever" habit. as you probably can surmise, i'm not exercising much, either. i need to get a new pep talk. i'll be taking suggestions in the comment section.)
seriously, we are in quite a little crazy run right now. believe it or not, it is possible to have something every night of the week in this sweet, tiny town. i'm still working part-time two nights a week at a local cheer gym (for a few more months) and helping with upward cheerleading two other days as well. michael and i have started a bible study...we're watching the song of solomon dvds from the conferences with which he traveled. michael is still working his tail off for dewitt poth and sons office supply and his sundays are just as busy as they always have been. he's helping two church plants...one in morning in victoria and one at night in austin. we're really excited about some dreams we have and, while being at two churches seems a little crazy, there is a purpose to it all. one of the churches, austin new church, is an amazing place that has really taken seriously the command to serve others (see Isaiah 58). we've told them about our dreams of a place that is more focused on serving the community than on having a high profile sunday service. what a thrill it was to meet a couple (the pastor and his wife) who not only agree, but have completely changed their personal way of doing life and are basing their church's foundation on these changes/actions. last week's church service was held in downtown austin, grilling burgers for the homeless people. refreshing.
so, we've been dreaming and trying to get involved and basically, just establishing life here in yoakum. oh yeah, and we have two kids! :) what treasures they are--i'm so in love with being their momma.
they are a whole other post, those babies. it's coming, too. been reflecting a lot since my son just turned two and in one month my daughter will turn one. sometimes, i don't have words to describe it all (children-wise) but, like i said, i'm working on it. profound things occur to you in the midst of raising babies and as much as i want to share those things with you, i fear of ruining the realizations with not-so-profound words. (this paragraph, case in point) i'll get back to you on that one, though.

in the meantime, you want to see my kids again? they are amazingly sweet together these days. here are some random shots!